I find myself to be angry at may of the situations I face ahead. I know that it is not right but neither are many of the challanges. I hate the thought of other people thinking that they knew everything about my mother...but they don't. I am just having a rough time trusting and believing in people. That is one thing that I got from my mom. Trust everything questionably and believe in nothing without proof, that is what I used to tell her. She would usually get annoyed at me. I have proof that situations work out for some but not most. Hopefully everything will work out the way she wanted but I question.